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Hi, I just wanted to show my struggle with bodily hair. My back hairline goes all the way down to my butt crack. It's such a hard struggle for me to wear my hair in a bun to school or be in a swim suit with all of this hair. Slowly trying to have self love is really hard for me when everyday I wish I could be different. Learn to love yourself people, we are just little bits of stardust in this huge Galaxy, don't let people get you down on things you can't change.
My weight has always been something I've struggled with... Two months ago I weighed 124.6 pounds... Today I weighed myself and I have put on 13 Pounds... No one gets why I'm so upset.. They only see the clothes that lie on my skin not what is beneath... They don't see the stretch marks on my butt or my thighs.. The don't see my stomach.. This is my biggest insecurity.. I cry and cry everyday hoping to be skinny again but working out and eating right just haven't been cutting it lately.. This took a lot of courage to send..
I never had a problem loving the person I was growing up. No in fact I was quite proud of how I gave so much to the world; love, gifts, words of encouragement. But at the age of 15 I loathed my body It was no longer MY body, the illness spread and the medications came hurling at me. I lost control of my body...the muscle I worked for, the soft glowing like skin everyone knew me for, by age 23 my short stature stood at 159 lbs and I hated it. Every inch of skin I looked down at made me cringe inside. The thought of even showering broke me down. But with the help of God and beautiful strangers on this page, I am slowly learning to appreciate the ONE and ONLY body I have❤️
I've been fighting with myself for years and years now - hating my body, harming it, not eating enough or too much, crying over it every day when no outfit looks good on me. There's so many things that I'd change: I'd have wider hips, a bigger bum, no spots (I have them on my face, arms, thighs and around the intimate area), and no unnecessary body hair (my intimate area has lots of hair on it and it makes me feel sick). Some days I accept myself, I appreciate my body and my flaws; but some days I completely and fully despise it for everything. However, I've progressed - I never used to have good days. This is because my boyfriend Luke has been an angel - he makes me feel stunning. He treats my body like a ancient temple which holds history, value and beauty. I love him so so much. Stay beautiful x